((((((((((((((((((((((iskm12))))))))))))))))))))))))). Please feel free to PM me if you want. We want you to know that you are not alone. I, too, was raised to be "normal" and my family cannot accept me any other way. I have no friends, as they all think I should be "normal". Can you go to a mental health center and get a case manager. Case managers can be pretty good company, as they are trained not to judge us. I will not judge you, if you would like to correspond with me. You are not alone, so long as you keep posting here. ~ billieJ