Hi

First of all, I really believe in my heart of hearts that I am dying of rabies (true or not) and so, if I am dying anyway, I feel that the best course for me is to at least ease the transition from life to death by drinking alcohol and thus, sedating myself to the fullest extent possible so as to remove at least some of the anxiety surrounding this fear/belief.

I hate to say this and I'm sure a lot of people will be offended by it but therapists/psychiatrists/doctors are paid for what they do which presents a conflict of interest which in turn means that I can never be sue if they are "helping me because it is "their job" and they are being paid to do it or if they are genuinely interested in my well-being (think about it).

In the end, the doctors, therapists, mortician, etc will all make a buck out of me and I'll soon be forgotten. I know it sounds pretty doomsdayish but it is indisputable.