you're real even if you don't hang around much

and yeah. communication is a big key to having your needs met. it looks like you need something else than what main you needs. i got the impression that on your first night you got to do something you liked, so that's a good start.

i'm really bad at saying what i really like to do because for a long time i've only done what others like and forgot what i like, but i'm slowly trying new things and seeing if i like them. although i have to do it myself to avoid "interfering suggestions" from others, but if you don't have a problem i'd suggest that to you

it's really confusing getting started out here, but it gets better with time.

if ok

twilight