Oh la333...I feel the hell outta you! I cannot tell you how closely I can relate to this!! You're hurt is my hurt hun, because I've been rejected in almost the exact same fashion and I feel just as alone as you do. I liked my guy friends (for me it's two guys) as friends at first, then I started catching feelings 'cause they were so sweet to me! They didn't like that too much though (the only like me as a friend), and now it's almost like I'm dead to them 'cause they don't talk to me anymore.

Honestly, I think I'm a little OCD too and I can't help but obsess over these guys. I told you I can relate closely to this. Unfortunately, since I'm going through the exact same thing and haven't found a solution there isn't much advice I can give you. I'm holding on; it's annoying as hell, but I'm beginning to let them both go.

I think the only thing you can do is to do some things that make you feel good and try to put him behind you. It's hard as hell for me to do, but what other choice do you have? There's no way you can make him feel anything, so it's best to try your best and find someone else. We both have to move on from these a-holes in our lives. I hate when people tell me this, by the way, lol.

Since I can relate so closely to this, feel free to message me anytime. Hope you feel better!