((Rainbow))
I know exactly what you are going through. I recently ran into my OLD T about 3 weeks ago. She gave a presentation at a staff meeting that I had to attend. Since I didn't get a chance to talk to her at the event because she left immediately after her presentation, i sent her an email. I was just and update and a thank you... I have yet to hear back from her. Since then, I just have a sour taste in my mouth for therapist, even my current T. I felt like I didn't matter and so unimportant. My current T has also mentioned her children from time to time as well. I always get this numbing feeling in the pit of my stomach and sadness in my heart for what I will never have. I've been able to just sit with those feelings and know that they come and go, but won't last forever.