GG, a doctor goes to school, oh, let's see, about 22 years, if they have a speciality. they're on call, right out of school, for days, in the hospital.that's a lot different than sitting on your butt, criticizing people who worked hard to get ahead. i'm sorry that you think that they are out to get your money and not out to help you. as long as you have that attitude, you'll never get any help. even doctors and pharmacists get fed up and i suspect that your pharmacists have taken more than one call from you. and how do i know all this? i was married to a surgeon and our home number was listed in the phone book. we took all calls, noon, midnight, 2 a.m., whenever. interrupted vacations, dinner parties, picnics, softball games, you name it. just to take care of a patient!!!!

i cannot believe that you're blaming "rabies" for deadening your pain. you don't have rabies. you have addictions and they sure aren't helping your anxiety.