Hi Zen, I also have many of the same problems as you but I'm not even getting out of the house for appointments, groceries etc. My refrigerator has a tub of butter in it and I'm hungry but I can't leave my house and I've lost a lot of weight in the past few weeks because of it. And when I am at home I can't even read a book or anything because I've lost all interest in such things, I just lay in my bed with the covers over my head or sometimes I pace in the hallway. So as much as I know it's little consolation to hear you're not really alone, there are many others like us suffering from the same/similar symptoms... we just have to keep hoping.