((((((Tree)))))) I am so sorry. Fighting with h is so hard and so painful. I hope things are better now and you were able to have another conversation. I SO SO SO hope he can be supportive toward you.

How did you leave it?

Well, I have lost control many times, I think I have posted it here. The upside is that I felt like he would NEVER be there for me or even look at me again. After a time, things went right back to normal. We have a convo about whatever it was, agree to disagree or drop it until the next argument about whatever it was Sometimes I find we have to work on an issue that we disagree about in stages. Little bits at a time. Sometimes I even feel A LOT better getting out how I really feel and I am glad he knows how I feel and that he lets it go. I have yet to be actually abandoned, no matter what my fear has been.