I'm angry that I worked so hard to get into school again (master's program) and now my anxiety is acting up. I have this underlying anxiety that is making it really hard. I didn't think that being in a co-ed educational environment was going to cause me a problem. To be honest, I didn't even think about the possibility that it might cause problems.

I'm also angry that the people who were supposed to help me did nothing. They didn't protect me, no one did. I just was so angry. Why was I never important enough for anyone to care? I feel so awful. I hate my life.

I'm just feeling worse. I miss my friends (moved for school) and feel so alone. I'm afraid that I'm going to be alone for my whole life.