Thank you all for the welcome back(s)

Finding it is frustrating to have a sense of what I need and it not being available. Not sure how to get it thru one-on-one therapy esp. since my T is very laid back and really doesn't motivate me (us)......not very self motivated and that makes progressing past where we are a real challenge.

Perhaps part of it is that we as a system never learned how to go from point A to point B and beyond. No model of it from parents and H likes to "think about" doing and most "plans" don't ever get past "C" to finality.
I have goals and thoughts but no real concept of how to get there or the work involved in reaching the goal and I fizzle out part way thru......or make a mess of things and want to hide or feel burdened and get resentful......

Enough whinning.

Thank you all again for welcoming me back.