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I have a little different viewpoint to offer. I hope you pick up on this thread.
For the most part, I agree with everything that everyone has said here. No, God is not punishing you for anything by giving you breast disease. He does not work that way. You are loved and cherished, as are everyone in His world. You are not being punished and you were not a bad wife and mother and the affair ended.
You said that you did not tell your husband everything that happened and in what timeframe it occurred because it upset him too much, and that he would not leave you anyway. But you were experiencing guilt because of it. Are you stilll having this guilt feeling? The reason I ask is because you are going to need every bit of your positive mind available to battle the breast disease you are facing. Feelings of guilt have no place in your way.
I would suggest either drop the feelings of guilt or if you can't do that, tell your husband everything and get rid of it. You have too much to put your energy into to waste it on this guilt. Your health doesn't need that negativity.
Sending hugs. ((((((((((((((( afalvo )))))))))))))))))))))
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 Vickie
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