I felt so safe with him, everything felt so right, I was so relieved to have him in my life - I think my pain comes more from trying to figure out where it went wrong, each time I'm told that we're breaking up I'm told of another thing I've done wrong.

I just don't know what he wants, and its killing me that I keep letting him go, and he won't go...so I break down, take him back (or maybe he thinks he's taking me back I don't know).

I feel like my world stopped turning, like there isn't a tomorrow. I know there will be, I just can't see it, and the thought of him not there is like a nightmare I can't wake up from.