I just talked to my T. She said not to give up hope. She said she won't give up on me so i shouldn't give up on me either.
I don't know how much hope is left. My head is so noisy and spinning. I just want to lay down and it go away for awhile. I have tried this many times today, but my head won't be quiet.
I am very scared that i am on my way to the hospital soon. I don't know how to avoid that right now. I am doing all I can to avoid it. My head is, well, I don't know how to explain it.
It keeps being a little girl's voice talking to me. Then an older person comes in and talkes to her. WHAT is going on with me??? I just don't understand.
I don't understand anything right now. I don't even know if I could drive.
Thanks everyone for your thoughts and replies.
Hugs,
Jen