   YAY, (((ZEN)))!!  You got there, passed the test, AND spoke with a guy in the program! That's a lot to accomplish in one day - you should be so proud of yourself.
Of course, you're freaking out a bit about the acceptance process - that good old anticipatory anxiety is always looking for an opportunity to rear its head - but you're doing good - you're getting better and better at dealing with it. You have such an exciting road ahead of you. You are NOT going to lose your mind over the waiting or even if for some reason you don't get accepted - you won't let yourself and we won't let you, either. I will pray, chant, dance, sing, light candles, and think happy thoughts for you all week long - whatever it takes to help you get through to the other side of this.     
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"I walked a mile with Pleasure; she chattered all the way, But left me none the wiser for all she had to say. I walked a mile with Sorrow and ne'er a word said she; But oh, the things I learned from her when Sorrow walked with me!"
(Robert Browning Hamilton; "Along The Road")
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