((((((GG))))))

Thanks for your reply. I didn't intend to sound rude, and I know it could have been construed that way, so thanks for being patient with me!

Your anxiety, the rabies, the alcohol...you sound very very sad and confused. Can you imagine continuing your life this way? I sincerely hope that you find a good therapist, psychiatrist, or even a friend who can help you out. Best of luck.