I don't know how much longer I can take this. I see my T tomorrow, but don't want to go anymore. I thought that if I went things would maybe be ok. I don't know, they don't feel ok.
I want to quiet everything down for good. I know that's not the answer right now, but that's all i can think of doing. I am not going to do that, but have been pretty bad today.
When I have a conversation with someone, I talk like a little girl. What is that about? I am scared to even talk to anyone. I feel like a crazy "Freak" who is going downhill FAST.
THanks for everyone being so nice to me. I really appreciate it.
I am just so scared!
Thanks again,
jen