((((((((DearKimmy))))))

I'm so sorry your dad died and that you miss him. I totally understand the mixed up feelings that aren't always your own. Is it possible to let everyone get their fair share of feelings out, whatever they need to...and maybe when all is said and done, you can finally emerge and grieve for yourself?

Today, I went to see T. It's a long drive, about an hour through the city then over the bridge to St. Petersburg. A song set me off and I was crying, thinking about my brothers and how I tried so hard to save them, and how they died anyway. How can love and hate be so intertwined? I wonder if they know I still cry over them...

I have no answers, Kimmy. I wish I did. Just know I care and I'll be thinking of you.

Petunia