((((((((((((((petunia))))))))))))) thank you so much. i'm sorry you cried but glad you felt free to do so.

well, about letting everyone else get feelings out. i want to be able to grieve first before anyone talks crap. it's important to me. too, it's just flat out disrespectful.

i just want to cry sometimes on my own. i just want to feel my feelings and know my own thoughts and that's all...just for a little while. i've had complete silence...that's miserable. however, i would like to have my time as just mine sometimes. there's very few things that's just my own, ya know?

thanks so much for listening.

kd