((((((((((((((petunia))))))))))))) we are too alike!
anger is very scary for me as well. it's hard for me to cry, but when i do, i cry hard and long.
i'm the same with love as well.
i've been alone twice that i know of...for just a couple of days...but there's not explaining it. lonely isn't the word. there's no word to explain this type of lonely. my biggest fear...it would stay that way. i didn't know how i'd cope. it was a shock.
i wish us both some healing and some peace tonite
thank you for being here,
kd