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Oct 14, 2009, 03:35 AM
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Member Since: May 2009
Location: UK
Posts: 822
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I need help.
OCD is very severe right now in regards to intrusive, obsessive, unacceptable, distressing thoughts.
One particular thought/image that has been very persistent and distressing is about a close friend of mine.
I keep getting thoughts that he is...
a...
pedophile.
sigh.
I keep getting them & they distress me & I try to ignore them & avoid them & distract myself, but it seems they're always there.
My close friend is NOT a pedophile.
But it distresses me thinking he is one, and getting bad thoughts revolving that, and images, and just....
URGH.
They're so obsessive, and so awful, and bad, and persistent, just...
It's distressing me and I keep thinking that it's me thinking this & that I need to punish myself & that I'm awful and bad for thinking this & that I'm just... sigh...
How do I cope with this?!
What can I do?!
HELP?
It's making me want to kill myself or do something bad to myself. I hate this. I'm such a bad person. I'm sorry.
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