I'm sooo sorry you're hurting so much! I feel myself going down the same road unfortunately, like you said. I've got bills due in about two weeks and I don't have enough money for them at the moment. I may get more next week, but we'll have to see. I'm getting nervous again. My sister lives in DC and she hasn't been home since Memorial Day I think. We're all here for you leacon! Good luck with your sister.