Guys, thank you so much for the warm welcome... It really feels gr8 to have your support... You know i was curious as to what my plan should be when reaching out to people hasnt worked either... You know some days i suddenly start laughing and do have enough strength to last the day without much hassle even though my social contacts are zero...Yet, the depression still persists cos you can put a plaster face and pretend to be happy but no one can deny the truth... I just wanted to vent some more so i would understand if you guys dont reply to what i write now... What i needed to say is that the worst part of this has been the no contact thing with that lady from work... The people who ignored me when i reached out didnt hurt as much as this cos this lady was the one person who did communicate and be friendly but once the initial introduction passed she was as cold as the others...