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I am so sorry you are all so stressed - can you see another specialist? somtimes it is good to get a 2nd opinion..
I dont know what injuries you have -
i dont have a lot of words today - i just want to say that we care nad that we are here for you ok
this is a time to be gentle wiht you - no shouting - please try and do somthing nice and relaxing for you - this time above all others you need to be kind to you -
please take care and know i am thining of you all
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet