I wish I could scoop some of the pain you're feeling away and toss it out the window.

Please rant out what you feel about your family situation in detail to a friend, family member, or on here. Get the feelings out through words.

And please also try to get some emotional support. In these times I KNOW you and everyone in your family is going to be flocking to your dad, giving him support. This is a time where YOU need to ask for some of that support to come to you too. Is there a family member who can sit over coffee *or whatever* with you? Is there a friend who you can rant at in a similar low stress environment? Especially if it's a family member, every time you and that family member see your father together you can meet up, so that along with the negative stress you get some positive experience and some emotional support.

thinking of you , take care