why is it your fault? we all have to hope somtimes.... you did nothing wrong - you hoped for a good outcome - you didnt get the answer you wanted - it is ok to be sad - to be angry - to shout and scream and throw pillows at the wall grrrrrrrr - when you hope and you dont get the outcome you want it can be devestating - especially where health is concerned

what does the case worker want you to do? cna you tel them youre not ready?

and the Social Security? whats up with them? do you nwant to talk about it?

you need to ground yourself - take a liong shower - go smell some flowers
- watch a funny movie - listen to calming music - or call a friend and rant and rave till you feel better - or come bakc here and let it all out - we are listening ......

P7