My stomach is in knots I have anxiety thru the roof.
it started last week,,,,Last Friday my T called my PDOC and expressed concern, seeking 4 them 2 f/u w/ me 2 advise me on the current meds & the change prescribed earlier in the week. I had received 2 messages from the Nurse pract. w/2 different directions on what to take?! I used common sense and worked it out the best I could til Tues. I tried calling in & left 2 messages yesterday looking 4 clarification, as well as a prescript 2 b called in. No call returned. I called this afternoon in the hopes of getting thru, again the sec says she will pass it on & has w/the prev messages its been really busy. Still nothing.
Luckily I called my reg doc (while waiting) this is who usually calls my anxiety meds in, but based on the messgs left from PDOC office last FRI I could call it in thru them ...... good thing I had a backup plan....
I checked w/the Pharmacy & conf my reg doc called in the med.
I have only seen this PDOC once...but this is not a good sign. Not that I have ever been in this position before where I had 2 call 4 a prescript but I have no anxiety med left & because I have been struggling so much, I made it clear 2 the PDOC office.
I am trying not 2 let it bother me but it does.....grrr. Never heard back from them again... this cant b normal.
Also I am at work and I have 2 Supervisors who work for me, and both come to me for everything - stuff they should know - stuff I know they R capable of doing - I feel like they R lazy & they know I will end up doing it myself - now I am putting together a ref guide so i dont have 2 keep repeating myself constantly everyday, the same info over & over & over....
Aggravating.... I am jeeped up 4 sure!
my mind is racing and I am really wishing I could calm down. I hate when I can feel my nerves tensed up all over, especially my arms and shoulders ... and my legs moving around when I am tense..... got 2 go 4 a short walk I think and try 2 work it out of my body ....
Stressed out - wish I wasnt feeling this way,... lately it has been like this and I am really trying to not let it rule me!
waah! WAAH! WAAH! LOL!
Just had to get it out of my system!