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Old Oct 15, 2009, 12:36 AM
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Originally Posted by roxyskater View Post
It just floods over me like a river, this sadness in my heart. I feel like I dont belong anywhere. I feel hopless and absolutely useless, cant think of a single reason why Im on this earth. I am feeling like I have nothing left to do on this earth, just worthless now. I sit day after day and watch time go by and have done nothing to make a difference in anyones life, Im hardly able to offer support here.
Im disabled and homebound, I only get out to the doctor, I cant even bathe myself anymore Im becomeing a burden to my husband.
To all of us who suffer from depression, this overwhelming sense of nothingness, I pray for all of us. That God gice us some peace of mind and heart. I am here for any of you who need to talk, I really understand what you are going through and together we can fight it.

Sincerely,

Roxy
Roxy, I can identify. We're in the same boat. I feel like I'm a waste of air. But if we can't do anything, we can still learn, and that may be the main purpose. We'll beam up someday, when we've learned enough. billieJ