(((((((((((((((fuzzy)))))))))))))))

I have a hard time with those tests too. Luckily (?) I tend to just dissociate and kind of "miss" the whole thing, which makes it a bit more bearable.

Some ideas I have read here are...telling your doctor that it is triggering for you, so they can help you or bringing a friend with you. I think if I had a history of abuse by a doctor, it would help me to have someone with me to make sure I am safe.

to you!