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Dear Fuzzy you are worth being taken care of and you taking care of your health! Your post is far from trival, getting pap smears are scary, I had to go get my first one last week and was just as scared. Your emotions, feelings, concernes are far from trival, we all want to help in any way possible

Treehouse has a wonderful idea, is there anyone you could take with you? Try explaing to the dr why you are nervous, one of my tricks is I take a small stuffed animal with me, something to hold and focus my attention on, I focus on my little stuffed ox, I go over in my mind how he feels, what color he is, why I named him Leroy, where I got him, and so on, it really helps, and the exam is over before you even know it.

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Sending lots of safe warm hugs to you, you do matter, and you are very cared for. Keep us updated hun.

Love
Sparrow