I have to go to lab meeting now, so don't have time for in depth replies. But I am going to come back later and reply.

Rohag- I definitely think you might be right. Right now my trust issues are just really salient (being that I don't really feel I can trust people and I know that is affecting my impressions.) Please don't feel like I don't appreciate your input.

Furry Paws- thanks for the huggs.

Sannah- I will think about your reply and respond!

Hugs to all!!!