Thanks everybody for your support. ya bullies suck and horrible, and yea i always try to be safe-drunkdriving. i understand what you wrote Rohag, and this, "Maybe those over-aged adolescents thought it was only a joke, or perhaps they did mean to hurt you.", sometimes i see through their eyes, they're acted like they're joking but somehow i do know inside their heart they really mean it and it pleasures them.

One time, about 2 years ago, i met this girl she's my friend's friend, we all go out that night. i was driving, drunk, we were just talking, suddenly she called me a name out of nowhere and i see her eyes i see it she really mean it. i get angry real fast, i punch my car's windshield within seconds and it actually cracked. I pissed at her, she's crying said sorry & everything. I told her it doesnt have to be like this if she control her mouth, its very sensitive for some people including me.

I could've just do something about what happened 2 days ago, but i thought i just wanna drink at the time, it turns out i get really angry thinking about it. i should've do something