Hi, Jmall! Global demotivation and a general inability to sustain motivation are also characteristic of my experience of depression. Various medications and therapy have so far failed to help.

Clearly, you have talents and can do some things. Unfortunately, too many of the people around us devalue those particular accomplishments, and their judgments echo in our minds, worsening our depression.

I'm glad you have friends and family who have at least some understanding. May you find a way forward.