I know that this probably doesn't fit the depression forum but I have PMS right now. I have feelings of intense anger and anxiety.

Right now, I am angry that the clothes I bought online do not fit me and that I have to go send them back (yes I know it's not that big of a deal). I am angry that my whole future is in the hands of my university. And I am anxious about calling the man at the program on Tuesday to find out if I am accepted or not.

My anger is so intense that I saying stuff like "what is the point in having a shower?", "why bother reading my DBT book?", and "why bother trying to get well if I might not be accepted into the program?"