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poking fun at myself...but my little applecart got pushed over and I'm royally POd , royally angry, and probably going to be a royal pain in the butt to the ex
'course I have been a PITA for years

my T session was interesting...after he got up off the floor from shock at what happened, I shocked him again by crying.
so much for "never let 'em see you cry"
but I feel ok with it being my T that saw the tears.

tears have dried
angry but I need to focus on what is the best thing for me, protect myself, and take that first step

first steps/baby steps...**** them
I'm going to get the ball rolling and deal with the other issues once I feel safer

Catherine