I don't know :S I don't know what I have to fear. It could be anxiety I suppose. When I am in these horrible, awkard meetings with my T or really anyone asking me about my emotions. It just feels STUPID and pointless really. And I start kinda scratching my hand and feel really restless - shaking my legs, biting nails, just wanting to SCREAM etc.

Sigh. It would be really could if these feelings went away. The only other thing for me to do is self harm. And that's what I sometimes turn to.

Thank you for your reply