In_The_Darkness - can you write down your feelings and then show them to T. I'm really sorry about your Mom. The country is in something of a mess I fear. Since you post your pic in your avatar, maybe we will run into one another in the national bread line. See if you can just identify your feelings before writing them down. This may be a problem for you. Anxiety about leaving the house. Anxiety about world situation. No energy. self esteem issues. Paranoia Idk. Caring about you, though ~ Reaching out to others is hard for me, too. billieJ