<font color="#000088">You don't have to listen to me, if you don't want to. But we all have downful days could be related to work, home, family or just a bad day. Maybe there's no word for what you feel right now. All I know is that the word for me is I feel quite dead. But I am still here. Staying up can make depression worse as I think a lot of thoughts at night in my head, which start to build up! I wish I could say something to help you feel better. All though I think you deserve a nice break or a vacation somewhere to relax.