Novemeber is a sad time for me too - im sorry you had so much happen to you that made you dread november - as Catherine said can you have thanksgiving somewhere else this year?

have you spoken wiht your mother about what happened? I hope you have a T to help you -i strat dreaind the date now too - differnet date - i know how that feels - T told me last year that I should try and treat it like any other day - think aobut the things that make me hate the day and work through them with him.... practice grounding techiniques and if possible go and do somthing i llike to do on the day

I hope you can think of things to help you through this - know that we are here sitting with you if you want us to

take care P7