For the International Studies course (Middle East: Iran specifically)

We were not to use notes and were to explain our research project.
It had to be 15-20 minutes.
I made power point slides to go with it.
I was nervous, as I wanted to do well.

I have had "School Burn-out" so bad lately. Anyway....

I got many compliments and it went pretty well.
The professor appeared to like it.

Anxiety struck at one point and my mind went blank, in the middle of the presentation. I do not think I ever got back on track but I kinda faked it.

Over all it went pretty well.

I stress so much over this stuff and procratenate so bad.
I get upset and put my school work off till the last minute.
I feel the anxiety and pressure....but I just sit on the couch and avoid it, do not do what I have to do...

Then some how I do it and it all comes together. I would have much better quality of work if I do not do that. My research is due next week and I am doing the same thing...it is like a panic button saying "I can not do this right now, I do not want to, I can not do it".. My jaws hurt from clenching them so tight when I think about it.

I can not explain the feeling very well.
It makes no sense logically but I really do get that paniced and just avoid it and refuse to do it.

Anyone ever feel like that?

I do not know how I made the Deans List again, really I don't.