november is hard for me to. For many reasons. Its the annisversary of something very horriable that happened to me on thankgiving. This year I am having the holiday with my friends and not being around anyone who triggers me. I can not like you sit and eat with my extended family and (my mom is the cause and out of the picture) and act like everything is all fine. Pretend. Im staying at my house and my friends are coming over here.