Um.....DON'T STOP TAKING YOUR MEDS WITHOUT TALKING TO PDOC...k? I've seen too many get lost by not taking their meds. I've been there too. My meds bring me to a level of normality that gives me the impression that I'm cured and I would go off them. Guess what? My meds work. Not taking the doesn't work. It is only a matter of time before I'm "crazy" again if I don't take my meds.