celista+ 12 You are not alone like the one you do know I hear you to I just been so alone I don't want to push people away by talking to much. we re-read all the stuff because this is first time in long time we could see others going through what we do. we've had to take care of our seves so long that we tend to want to make everybody better so they wont leave us. please don't think your not heard. give us chance to feel safe and to learn what to say. you are special no matter which one is out