Thank you I have had to live down the stigma of DID. but in the end I found it was just easier to be myself. it took me two years, a 1/2 dozen public blow ups but people are finely getting the picture that I remember things. My t asked me why I did it. the only thing that I could say is I'm just like the other path builders. I remember the black woman taking the front set. the gay/lesbin fighting for a job and all those others that endured the pain of being on the front line. In the end I would not have made it had not been the veterns that believed in me. I am not telling everyone to speak out there are times that I wish I was still in the closet. but now people knew and I hope that more people will understand us. This page is also helping us to keep the faith. thank you all for being so honest and helpful.