I'm scared...'cause I'm staying at my parents' house this weekend and my boyfriend is at school. I'm scared whenever I'm away from him because if I'm not there, and he feels doubtful about our relationship, he'll want to break up and how am I gonna be there to calm him down, and comfort him? It's much harder to do that over the phone. It's hard to do it face-to-face too, but at least I can hold him. I just missed my family a lot, and I really wanted to see my sister and Mom.
I can't sleep now. I'm crying. I shouldn't cry. I need to work on myself. I'm driving myself crazy with all these thoughts. I'm just...ahhhh!!!
I'm sorry it sounds so confusing, thanks for listening, I just needed to get it out of my head somehow. Sorry again for such a confusing post, I think you'd have to read this long long thread I posted a little while back about my situation. I'm just....I just need to re-collect myself and just breathe.