((((((lonely person))))))) You can talk to us, first. I think you'll find that a lot of people here understand what you are going through. A lot of people don't pay attention because they don't always understand what is going on. Once they do, those who care DO listen better. Sometimes we can be a little vague about what we need, because we are so afraid we'll get disappointed, and then others simply don't read between the lines and get it. Hang in there and take courage! You are hardly alone!