Looking over one of your posts in another forum here, you are

• bothered by the immaturity of students in your school,
• interested and attentive in your studies,
• concerned for the respect accorded to teachers, and
• read novels (apparently for recreation).

And you are the "black sheep" of your family?!

Although I suspect you will eventually find others with whom you can relate on a deep level, your current place in the world is but sparsely populated with such individuals. To increase the odds you will find suitable friends, you might consider working to build self-acceptance and self-confidence, both of which are related to the discovery of what you really value.

I wish you successful adventuring, Lonelyperson!