Thread: can't hold on to the good stuff
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Old Oct 17, 2009, 10:53 AM
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I know I have a few good people in my life— a good T and a good mom. I know I have a roof over my head and food to eat. I know people bend over backwards here at PC to help and support me. And I appreciate all of it.
But I can’t hold on to it for more than a few minutes at a time. Then it is back to feeling depressed and lonely and scared. And the thoughts consume me.
There is no ME. I am just a big glob of DEPRESSION and OBSESSIVE THOUGHTS.
There isn’t anything I’m interested in. I have no hobbies. I am dumb and lazy. And scared of people.
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