I have some nice friends, who i relate to and have fun with.
But non of them would understand what is happening to me.
I am pretty sure this is whats wrong with me, i'm still not sure.
I seem i cannot focus at all when in school lectures.
I am starting to fail every one of my classes because of this.
I am afraid of showing my mom my marks because i know she will be disappointed and will yell at me for several hours.
I don't feel she would understand, i think she would think that i am just looking for a way out of being yelled at so i don.t tell her anything.
I think i am drifting away from my friends and family slowly but surely.
Every night i cry about this.
I think about suicide every day.
I want out.