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Personally I have found in the past that situations that make me uneasy usually turn out to be much better in reality. It is hard sometimes to push ourselves to do things that will be good for us in the end. But like Pomegranate stated do not push yourself too much.
Prends bien soin de toi et n'oublie pas qu'une langue n'est qu'un moyen de conversation, rien de plus....