THANK YOU ALL FOR THE GOOD SUGGESTIONS AND LIGHT HUMOR.

We have trouble with organization because of programming done to keep us confused so we could never get the power that comes from being able to plan and carry out an agenda.

We have no light inside to see each other and no one who is the actual leader. Our host was programmed to go into confusion when pain occurs or memories come up. We know it sounds kinda lame, but we've read books and tried to follow ANY plan and every time things go cyclone inside my brain. maybe this sounds like an excuse. I've just been trying so long and not getting close to it.

Someday we will find the way. This time of year is hard for us and we are going to our childhood home on Thursday to visit our dad for first time in almost 2 years and visits home challenge stability.

bye Ya'll